I've thought about it for a while and I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna give up the internet for 2-3 months or so. maybe 4. i really don't wanna waste my holidays here basically, and I already am. plus, I don't think I've given up the net that long in a really long time (years), I think it'll be good for me. I'm actually giving my net cable to someone and telling them not to give it back (cuz i honestly can't trust myself) i'm literally addicted and i don't want that anymore.

right now I need to work on myself as a person and an artist. I just wanted to let you guys know in case you'd think i'd carked it or something.

xox you guys are the best