so I've decided something with people I've met online (not deviantART mind you, that's different) is that I'm never gonna fucking trust anyone again. I'm in a situation where either my ex lied to me (whom I met online, and caught a plane to go and meet etc), or one of my online friends is. I'm pretty sure my friend is lying, but jesus what she is saying is some pretty intense shit. And it's a GOOD lie. She's suggesting that my ex was just using me for a "fuck" and her friend johnno and her planned it all along. Also that she apparently sent photos to him of me and all this crap. I mean a lot of it doesn't add up, but it's a very very good lie if it is one and my friend played it out very well. I don't know exactly why she would wanna hurt me, but people have told me in the past that she's a pretty crazy liar. If she's not lying though, I'm fucking going to kill my ex and her friend. Anyway, since my last experience with trish I decided I'd never date online again, but like.. This has intensified that even more. It's bullshit guys, never do long distance.

anyways.. enough of that horrible crap. It's my birthday next friday! haha friday the 13th XD I'm really looking forward to it. Apparently my uncle is coming down and everything (though it was meant to be a secret) DUDE, I haven't seen him in like 10 years! I'm so glad I was warned first that he was coming down.. I dunno what it is with my dad and surprises. Haha surprises are dumb.

Oh hey and I started Uni last week.. It's pretty cool.. I kinda hoped i could learn more of what I wanted there. But it's official, I'm probably gonna have to go overseas for a year.. =rocketgal has made me very interested in going to Ireland! 8D

WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS?????????\


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no.. I'M not leaving deviantART lmao im talking about THAT ^

I had this image in my gallery



well.. I never liked it to be honest.. i knew i could do better, i was just stuffing around.

anyway i was gonna remove it when it got a 100 favs.. i was gonna see if the idiots would actually read what i said on the deviant comments. because people were just faving it mindlessly and it pissed me off



they didnt read it so.. I edited the image haaaahahaha now im just gonna leave it. ~BradtheHorseman's idea. XD SEARCH MEOWTH AND ITS THEREEE aaaaaahaha > [link]

I'm a bit late to comment, but I actually LIKE these new profile and journal features. Sure, it's fucking annoying when someone's layout is all over the place, but ya know, I'm sick of the comment "can't even find their gallery" man, you can click "Gallery" right next to profile if you wanna see it so fucking bad lol. Me, I tend to ignore people who have shotty layout's right away, I think if they have a bad layout, their gallery probably isn't much better hahahah.

Oh, and the other thing people are saying, OH NOO DA IS TURNING INTO MYSPACE BECAUSE YOU CAN MOVE STUFF AROUND. No, it's not. You can't change the html, you can't make your whole page have a glittery background so stop complaining. I like it, I think my page looks neater now.


On to other things. I've been meaning to DO SOMETHING lately, to draw something with a backbone, not a one time sketch or illustration that never goes anywhere. I'm talking about wanting to make a comic. I have ideas, freakin' hell I have like 3 different concepts, one with a character I've had since I was about 14. The problem is, I'm afraid when I start something big, I can never get it done on my own. I'm lazy, period. I mean it would be great if I had a partner to make awesome comics with BUT everyone has their own ideas, Tasmania is small and I don't have many friends who like to draw similarly to me ahah.

BUT I will start, and I'm going to start on the 1st of January. It'll be my new years resolution.. Hopefully this will be different and I won't stop half way or at the first strip. I'm basically just asking for luck here people. lmfao. Also, I've been reading Cerebus (just the first phone book lol) by Dave Sim and also Bone (whole thing) by Jeff Smith for a little inspiration. If anyone has any titles they think I might like, I'd love to hear, and I'll definitely look for them.

sorry this journal was sooo long, but I've had these thoughts for a while, just been too distracted to write haha.

LOVE YOU GUYS, you're an inspiration! ~aardvarks ~BradtheHorseman *rocketgal ~safaki ~samurai-charger *bLuHdy-HeLL *PaMikoo